Hidden from reality, dark consumes me. My tears are wet. My pain is real. My memories are stronger than ever. My chest gets tight, it gets harder to breathe. That morning was tragic, she was gone without warning. There was nothing anyone could do but watch her slip away, gone forever. Goodbye.
My dear friend, you will always be missed.
I’m like a good tornado, if there could be such a thing. Choosing my path wisely, making marks in people’s lives, and I will be talked about for time to come. I have big plans with this life. Watch me conquer.
Family can be supportive, but some of the branches grow apart. There is a reason some break. Hitting the ground with no purpose to serve. Sometimes you have to let go.
Happiness being the ultimate goal, obstacles are numerous. People, jobs, family, friends.. How do you choose? Support is lacking. Judgments are placed. Love isn’t true. Where is my backbone?
Sleep evades me. An hour ago, a constant struggle kept me awake. Laying in complete silence my thoughts playing tug-a-war. Is it possible to overcome the anger? Can I forgive, put him behind me forever? Or will I continue to be his friend while holding back these feelings that consume me in the dark.
“So now, all alone or not, you gotta walk ahead. Thing to remember is if we’re all alone, then we’re all together in that too”
